good guy vs bad guy.

Ever heard of many stories that the guy is treating a girl very bad(flirt, two-timer, beat up the girl etc),
yet the girl cannot let go of the guy and still loves him a lot?
Where some stories is many guy who treat the girl right,
yet they are still seperated with the girl?
Strange huh?!
Lots of girl said want to find a guy who will be good to her.
But in reality, many is different.

Good guy always treat the girl right.

Whereas bad guy is the opposite.
Yet when they ocassionally treat the girl well
the girl will treasure the bad guy more than a good guy
who always treat them good..
Why?
Cause even though the guy treat her bad
but when treat her right ocassionally,
the girl will feel the love from the guy.
Whereas , good guys always showing love
so it became a norm, like 理所当然.

That’s why people always say: “男人不坏 女人不爱.”

Hmm..moral of the explanation?
Be a bad guy who ocassionally treat the girl good,
and you will be with her together forever. LOL

I shall try to be a bad guy now on..muahaha

Weekend

To me, weekend is now very important. How important is it?

It is “free” day. I can do my stuff.
Basically – dance, go out, enjoy and Get A Life.
Seriously, not matter how tired I am, I will still get myself to go out to at least enjoy and relax.
Out with friends or go for dance. Though usually the time is for dance. Muahaha..
But I need to find the “pushing force” for dance. It seemed like I’m die out for dance recently.
Well, at least today I found back a little bit of that feel for dance. During recital prac. =D it’s a plus point.

This weekend was kinda of interesting and spontaneous one.
Went to Night Safari for halloween as suggested by Fred.
It was a little time wasting cos of queueing up to get in. But still, I enjoyed it alot.
And I get a life. Never knew Singapore’s Halloween were so happening.
Well, I’ve been missing out a lot of the happenings in world for dance.
I shall balance it out with dance.
How I wished I have 72hours.
So I can have dance, be happening other then dance, some time for myself and the reality “Work”.

Will get myself busy for weekend and I will definitely be busy soon. At least until next year April? Hmm.. Wow. then that would be near my 1 year of NS. haha.
Come to think of it, time is slow yet fast. Contradicting huh? This is life.

Haven’t been able to note down my thoughts recently. Too caught with dance prac and all.
I need to reStructure, reOrganise and rehabilitate my life. that’s reSOH. hahah. my surname. SOH. okay. I’m too bored, that’s why came up with the reSOH thing during work time. haha.
But seriously need to organise my life again.
Everyone should do it sometimes too. To refresh life, new determination and life condition.

Shall find a free day to write “article”.
Topic I thought of: “Life is like a Rubix Cube”. Look out for it(When I’m free, which I don’t when). =D
Anyway, I’ve added new links under blogshop..
Well, it’s all ladies’ stuff and most of the blogshop is opened by my friends.
Do check them out. haha. I help to advertise, do I have advertising fee?

I wanna start building my portfolio too, for Uni application purpose.
But den, I not sure what to start of.
I wanna do design, yet I not creative enough and not drawing techinque.
Photography wise, hmm.. still lots to learn. Video editing etc.
But with such a lousy PC I have at home, it’s difficult to work.

Many things I wanna do or learn.
Dance/Piano/Guitar/Photography/Design/Holiday and the list goes on.
And to sum up, everything need $$$$$$$$$. Need huge amount of them actually.
Yet, I have a miserable pay. well.. Save up, which is a challenge. hahahah.

Hmm.. Nothing much to update.
Till then, takecare and smile always.
Stay Tune..

a post..

woah. it’s been.. around 2 months since I last updated.
okay. back to post. Nothing much to post actually.
too lazy to post every single little thing that happen in my life.

but maybe I should start it all over again.
so that next time I can look back and laugh at it.
well..

Where should I start from?
Suntec? NS life?
I think I have a very uninteresting life to talk about.
Yet it seemed like very happening. Contradicting huh?

well. I think i should just post what I post up in facebook.
let me check.. which is suitable? which is not.
oh well.. mayb this. It’s in my facebook note as mentioned.

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Random thought for 21st December 2012

If 21st December 2012 is really the end of world
And all lives is going through the life cycle again
I wanna meet you in the next life
fall in love with you again
And never let go like I did in this life time.

I would call on everyone
those that I loved once,
those that have been friends,
those that have gone through tough times together,
and those that left beautiful memories in my life.
say the 3 words the last time
“I love you”

I would go to all the places I once been to
with those beautiful memories,
of those beautiful people,
cause I’ll never know
what the next life time would be like.

and if you could really re-live your life again after 2012
how would you want it to be?
I wanna start my life right
meet the people I knew in the previous lifetime
meet more people in the new life
and create more wonderful footprints of life with them.

Im sure I’ll get to meet the people I know this lifetime
our karma are bonded
that’s why we get to meet this life.

this beautiful people,

My mom, dad and sis
My relatives
primary school play mates.
secondary school soul mates,
ITE good friends*,
Poly good friends*,
SYD’Crew – my wonderful big family,
TPDE – my dear family,
friends that I’ve made through dance
Ikeda Sensei – a man of great words and encouraging human being.

all the smiles
the bond
will never be erased. =)

but of cos,
I wouldn’t want this lifetime to end so early.
so 21 December 2012
is just counting down to X’mas 2012
then till NY 2013.
so get a life, PEOPLE!!!
it wont be end of the world..
WEEEeeee…

this note is just,
plain randomly random out of boredom-ness written.
Smile always =)
Takecare

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okay. yah. i know im lazy. but I’ll update when I have things to say.

but there’s one thing I wanna say.

I smiled to myself after reading a text msg on Saturday 3 Oct 09 at about 4:10pm.

it was stupid yet happy.. =D

Just want to

SHOUT!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

眼泪不能不能流过十二点

Okay.. Done for now!!!! Bye

Sometimes

Sometimes I just feel like scolding vulgarities.
I’m just too tired..
but still, I try not to show that Im tired.
really… all drained out.. -100 energy.

sometimes I just wished that there is somebody
somebody for me to lean on the shoulder
complain how tired I am,
how stress I am
how F*** Up I feel.
just somebody, to get comfort with.
but I only have myself and daimoku.
but with daimoku, without action
it’s equal making milo only add the powder but no hot water.
not reaction will take place.
nothing will happen except for the powder that stays there.

(shout) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. not feeling any better.
gone.bye.jiayou