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The lyrics says everything. Seemed like it speaks from my heart.
Everything is what I feel or want to say. This song seemed that it’s written by me. lol..
but the only thing that is not true is you still love me in the lyrics. lol..
Supposed to be a emo feel when posting this. But I’m happy. Lol. cos I got to talk to you yesterday!!! Hope you stay happy. 
ok. english and chinese lyrics below. English one is crap. cos I direct translate. muahaha..
Direct translation of the lyrics from me..
how many love can relive?
how many people will wait?
to treasure it only after a lost
walk into the lane of memories
Scenes of our dialogue
Paints the picture of our future
Looking forward actually hurts
the gone of my love
it’s my should not
to neglect the love you gave
now I only wish
to go back to the start
wont let you tear
in lonely times
only you by my side
now I only wish
to go back to the start
I know you still love me
my dear
please hold on tightly to my hand
please take a look at me
I really need you by my side
everything to start all over again
how many love can relive?
how many people will wait?
to treasure it only after a lost
walk into the lane of memories
Scenes of our dialogue
Paints the picture of our future
Looking forward actually hurts
the gone of my love
it’s my should not
to neglect the love you gave
*now I only wish
to go back to the start
wont let you tear
in lonely times
only you by my side
now I only wish
to go back to the start
I know you still love me
my dear
please hold on tightly to my hand
please take a look at me
I really need you by my side
if only you will return
repeat *
有多少爱能重来
多少人愿意等待
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不该
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞时候
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
一切重头
有多少爱能重来
多少人愿意等待
失去之后才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不该
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞时候
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
不愿让你在泪流
寂寞时候
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想
回到最初的时候
我知道你还爱着我
亲爱的你
请你握紧我的手
请你看看我
真的需要你的我
只要你回头
Before I start my blah blah blah in this post.
Read my blogger for some optical illusion picture if you want.
Quite amazing.
www.landwithoutyou.blogspot.com
(Edited at 4.27pm)
As I randomly find blog on TPDE last week, upon my chance to huan yang’s(tpde senior) blog. And as I read, got to know that her friend passed away. And yup, the news came after that. A guy from TP who’s in RSAF passed away during training. I could felt a bit sad only at that point of time. But after reading serene’s blog, her post make me feel so much man. I was thinking, if I were the guy who met this tragic, what’s my greatest regret, will I be remember and how people remember me..
Although I didnt know him, the guy, Clifton must be a great man,a wonderful man. And true enough, he is. He make different in many people’s life.. He’s such a good friend, such a good leader and of cos to his family and loved one. He is so young. Only of my age. I’m nothing compared to him at a moment of thoughts..
As I was as usually nothing to do, I went to search for blog. and read upon his gf blog.Ok. Sorry, I think I very kpo, but I just wanna see how’s she coping. Wanted to send my regards, but i think I’m a stranger afterall. After reading her post, I couldn’t help but teared.. It was full of emotions and feeling(Oh well, it’s the same thing. stupid me). It’s a amazing post. Her post makes me think alot. Hope she will stay strong. She still have many people for her.
Life is so short, anything could happen anytime. A moment when you still with your loved one, another, you will find yourself alone. Treasure your loved one people.. I will post about something related to life next post when I free.
(I don’t how to explain it with a very profound phrase, so this is a simplified version /layman term from what I understand. Will quote stuff from a book in the next post).
In buddhism view, the person have bad karma in his/she previous life that causes his/she tragic this time (this apply generally), but he definitely have lighten his karma in this lifetime already as he was so fondly remember and treasured by so many people because of his greatness (this apply to his case). He will definitely reincarnate into a good live in his next live and still be a wonderful person that everyone remember.
This song bring out Mr Clifton loved one’s feeling I think. Especially his gf..
Dedicating this song to him and his loved one
and of cos, this song to you. I realised I still love you after reading his gf’s post. But I guess it was just reminiscence emotion.
Oh, and the video was made on 1st June 07, which is supposed to be our 1st year anniversary.
Ohh babe…
Ohh babe…
The nights are long,
My days are cold,
Without the warmth you provide me when I hold,
You in my arms, feels so long ago,
When you were there…
I think a teardrop just fell down..
I really wanna come to see you,
I really really wish I could,
Maybe in a couple weeks,
It’s only a couple weeks…
But even know I get to,
It’s 14 days I gotta get through (it’s too many days babe)
And I’m really really missing you..
And I miss, miss, Miss..
I’m missing you..
And I don’t know..
How I’m gonna make it through..
But I gotta, gotta,
stay strong for us two..
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.
So I go outside and I fake a smile..
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do (that we do..)
And I’m really really missing you,
You, you..
Baby when you’re near,
All of my visions clear.
But like a magic show,
I blink and than you disappear..
And I frequently,
Envision of it would be..
To have you alone with me..
Give me a moment so I can breathe ..
Ok.
I really wanna come to see you,
Baby I wish I could …(Wish I could..)
Maybe in a couple weeks (It’s only two weeks)
It’s only a couple weeks (But the problem is..)
Even though I get to..
It’s 14 long days that I don’t have you.. (It’s too many days babe)
And I’m really really missing you..
And I miss, miss.. Miss
I’m really really missing you.
And I don’t know, (I don’t know)
How I’m gonna make it through.
But I gotta, gotta … (Gotta)
Stay strong for us two.
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.
So I go outside and I fake a smile,
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles.. (How many miles)
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do.. (The way that we do)
And I’m really really missing you (Missing you)
Cuz maybe one day babe,
Not too far away,
We can turn, all our dreams into memories.
(Not gonna be like this forever right?)
Baby we’ll have that home,
Stars stares, all that we share..
Too many nights, over the phone.
I really wanna come to see you (uhuh)
Baby you know I do..
Maybe in a couple weeks (I’ll try)
It’s only a couple weeks (Can’t promiss..)
But even know I get to,
Still don’t wanna be away from you..
It’s too many days babe,
And I’m really really missing you.
And I miss, miss, Miss..
I miss you..
And I don’t know (I don’t know)
How I’m gonna make it trough..
But I gotta, gotta,
Hold strong for us two (strong for us two)
I’m a man,
It’s a job that I gotta do.
So I go outside (I’ll go outside)
And I fake a smile (I’ll fake a smile)
But if they only knew,
Just how many miles..
Were between love so true,
I really couldn’t cope the way that we do..
And I’m really really missing you….
15-6-08
Almost all sunday is a day out with HRC. Went to Spans-Jom Clubhouse’s studio for practice.
But before that early in the morning around 630, went to work at Changi V. Not actually working. Sort helping Ray for his healthy lifestyle event thing. Ended around 10am. Breakfast at Changi V hawker and after that Boon drove me to Spans-Jom. Thanks bro (although he wont read it. lol).. it’s wonderful to have friends that are not calculative. thought he will KP very far(which he usually do). hahah.. i think becos he NS now, den rent the car, so might as well use it. hahaha..
So reach the studio around 1120 and luckily they just started warm up. So we finish our “alright” formation first den practice everything from “fill me in”. haven’t synchro yet.. But at least we are clear of our formation. Actually still got one more song that we need to learn. but ‘the long one’ suggested to use back “remember the name” choreo. And I forgot everything liao. need to recap. it’s like half a year ago’s choreo..
After pract, went to AMK hub to buy movie tickets first den go for lunch. Had Botak Jones. Although it’s quite expensive to eat,but it’s super filling. Most of us eat till to the maximum level. except for some like Jeff who can still eat other’s left over. Den after eat, a surprised cake for Ben. and we sang him Birthday song at the Coffee Shop. haha.. The lychee Martini Cake very nice. although JW and Mel only bought 2 small pieces, we share the 1 piece and the other all for ben. Too full to take any more food for me, so I took a small bite only. Took bus back to AMK hub for movie. Was late for it.. Watched the show ‘Happening’. Guess what, it is so “Happening” till after the movie, HRcrew went “Happening”. The whole movie is totally “WTF”. totally a WTF storyline. But of cos, all of us can see the moral of the story, which is Saving Gaia. We keep laughing and laughing as we went out of the theatre. Cos I was super high and keep imitating the “happening” in the movie. haha. and of cos, along with few others jokers in HR. Marcus, Ben and Lester. lol. We keep doing wat the movie is doing. Lol.. had so much fun laughing man. The thing is, throughout the whole movie, my face is like stoning and what the **** face. lol… So we have lots of idea on how to “happening”. And we say we should do a video bout dance on “happening” and call it “Dopening”.
After movie, went to find costume for our performance but to no avail. So we sat down at mac to discuss what colour of the top we want. So we decided on the priority of the colour den Mel went to shop for the clothes the next day. which is yesterday. haha..
This is totally cool.. I’m so happy yesterday. Cos my sis told me that she owe me my birthday present. den I say why owe, my birthday haven’t come yet. Den she says: “cos I buying Iphone for you. but have to wait till it is in Singapore. YEAH!!! TOTALLY COOL!!!!! I have the dopest Sis ever.. although she’s kinda irritate me and pissed me off at times. lol… Thanks Sis and Her Bf, cos they share the cost. haha.. Dope..
So HRC no need get me Mp3 liao yeah.
One of my wishlist come true.. yeah.. actually wat did I list down previously? I forgot. But I know all the stuff I want quite ex. that’s why JW comment that I’m materialistic. lol… it’s more of technology stuff. Let me think… I can’t think of any thing I want right now..hmm…o well..no one remember my bday oso. except for HRC and my family.
I love my mum so much. She brewed chinese medicine for me. Saying the medicine good for my back. Cos I keep dancing and somemore injured before.. Need strong back. Thank you mummy! lol. she dun understand english and wont read blog though. lol..
Ok. enough of ranting. I should blog bout something interesting or related to live next post.
