I wish.

Many of my secondary school’s friends and buddy will be celebrating their 21st bday this July.
Received many sms, okay, not really many, bout 3 saying they will be celebrating 21st on blah blah blah and pls confirm whether going or not so can prepare food. Lol.. Everyone’s holding a celebration but not me.

Maybe it’s because I’ve nv hold a celebration before in my whole 20years which is coming to 21 soon. So I oso dunno how to hold one. haha..And I wont request my parents to hold one for me. Not that type of person I am. I know their money is hard earned. Each year was just a small celebration planned few days before my bday or not even planned.
But of cos, I’m glad even with those celebration. Even no celebration, a simple sms or call will make me happy for days. I still do keep those sms bday greetings of 2007 and those of 2006(but think is in my old phone, not sure if it’s still there.) From time to time, I’ll read the msg and smile to myself, thinking, how wonderful this is. to have friends you know since like primary school or secondary school still bother to wish you on your special day every year. And I’m glad to know these people.

Of cos, you want people to wish you, you have to take a little effort to remember theirs or find out their bday if don’t know. And I do it each year. Though I think this 2 years I didnt really wish them on time, but I didnt forget their bday. Was ‘a’ little busy. And I think I missed wishing some of them. And some, I think their contact changed.

Month of July, oh man, if I’m going to buy present for all my frens, I’ll be declaring bankruptcy. Let’s list those the people down.

1st July – Henny, Dennis
3rd July – Sihua
5th July – Beeyean
10th July – Raymond
12th July – Huiching, Frankie, Karen
14th July – Yi Hui, Eling
15th July – Shi wei, Jefferson
17th July – Stanley
20th July – Candy jie
22nd July – Jia Jia
29th July – Raquel
30th July – Huizi

This list of people is enough to bankrupt me. But of cos, not all that I still keep in close contact. but 1/3 of them I didn’t really contact le. Or should I say they oso nv contact me. haha..

Well let’s do a belated/advanced wishing for them even though not everyone will see this.

Henny
Although nv contact, but still happy belated birthday to you. Know you since primary school, And secondary become classmate again. Takecare and stay healthy always.

Dennis
You taught and guide me well in ITESD. And definitely you are a role model for me. Happy birthday to you and will chant for your good health too.

Sihua
Though we are not like best fren of best fren, and we seldom talk, thank you for inviting me to your celebration. Sorry that I didn’t make it. Anyway, Stay happy and healthy always. Best wish in your unknown endeavour. Happy 21st.

Beeyean
Ok. I dun really know what to say to you. Cos I knew you thru orientation only and we didnt really talk. Anyway, thanks for sending me a bday msg last year. Didn’t expect that though. Thanks for the thought to find out. great to know you and F701. Happy birthday to you!

Raymond
Oh man, a buddy I know from ite school days. Didnt expect our friendship will last even after ite though. And you joined our group and become part of us even though you from different secondary school. haha. How amazing is friendship yeah.. You never fail to irritates me at times. lol.. But of cos, thank you brother, for being there to make stupid nonsensical jokes from times to time. Really lighten my day. And of cos, thanks for taking me as your friend and called me when you broke off with your gf. At least I know that you trust me. Dun worry bro, you will find a better girl. haha. I know you always joke bout knowing girls and stuff like looking at pretty girl (which guy don’t look at pretty girl?), but haha. yah.. I know you are one hell of a infatuation guy. haha.. Anyway, Happy 21st Bday. May you find your next girl. Takecare and stay healthy too.

Hui Ching
Ah neo ah. Haha. Someone that I’ve oso lost contact with le. anyway, I remembered only the lazy and sleepy ah neo from sec 4. haha. The first row of us always sleep. Jason, You and Me. haha.. Hope you are not so sleepy now yeah. haha. Happy 21st birthday too. Hope you’ll have a great day and takecare. Smile.. Stay healthy.

Frankie
Yo pal, though you wont be reading this, happy birthday to you. Your are one guy that is overly excited at times, overly think at times and of cos look like Michael Jackson. haha.. I have fun with you and the rest last year and of cos this year. From the stupid “Shop name game”(if you still remember) at suntec till having to practice dance and perform with you guys, it’s nice to know you peeps. Though you and the rest are much younger den me, but still, I find myself same age as you guys at times. Ok, most of it I think I’m younger. lol.. Anyway, takecare and keep dancing. smile!!

Karen
My dear karen Er Shi Xiong!!! 二师兄!!!! hahaha.. Ok. Although know you only for less than a year, but the bond we had in HRcrew makes me feel family to you guys and girls. (Note the word ‘guys’, you know what I mean.) hahaha.. Stop being emo emo emo emo emo emo emo… Although cancerian is emotional, doesn’t mean you have to be sad always. Emotional means you will feel for yourself and others. emotional can be happy, sad, angry, greedy, lustful and blah blah. hahahahahaha. Ok, I know I emo at times. But my emo-ness is only like 1hr. Yours like days. haha. Dun think too much lah.. Stay happy and of cos healthy. Stop eating too much uneccessarily. haha. Happy 18th Birthday to you. 十八地姑娘一朵花. But you are not gu niang. haha. Opps. Kidding lah. Dun angry k. haha.. Hope you will be come one flower k. Will get you your “kinder bueno” for your bday as birthday present. haha.. Smile. Bao Bao and whole HRC loves you.

Yi Hui
How did I get to know you in secondary school? I think is through Zhi Wei bah. haha. How’s life? Anyway, if I nv remember wrongly, we chat alot last time on msn. Great friend to know, though we nv really talk face to face before, but still, yup, this is why friendship is so special. Happy birthday to you!

Eling
Another secondary school friend. though we seldom contact and talk, but still yup, still remember me and invite me to your celebration. Dun think I can make it. Happy 21st birthday yeah.. Stay happy and healthy too. Smile. Have a great day on your celebration!

Shi Wei
Ok. I’ve really got nothing to say to you. Thanks for guiding me in secondary school and I think you are a great lady. Though you lived just next block to me only but I seldom saw you. You’ve change and become a lady le. lol.. Ok. Doesn’t mean you are not lady last time. Just that you are more guy-ish last time. But still you have your lady side. Happy birthday to you!

Jefferson
Hey, stop being a blur person when you not on stage performing. Haha. Actually you are naive, as what we’ve said during our HR mos burger slacking. Naive in a good and bad way at times. haha.. Actually you are very funny person. 2 different person when on and off stage. Going army soon eh, dun worry, HR will chant for your good fortune to meet BOE in army. Dun be a blur cock in army and kena ‘Ter Kan’. Did I tell you that you are the one sort of inspired me to dance? haha. I think nv tell you right. There’s one time during a meeting or performance. Think you dance with NRA or gakkai people(not sure at that time). Den you did the hand wave. lol. That was I think in 2005 or 2006. Den I was like, woah cool. I want to learn oso. And you look very Sat Sat and handsome. So I oso want to look sat sat and handsome like you. But after knowing you, I think the Sat Sat-ness is not everyone can have de(Ok i mean during Performance Mode, not out of PM.). I dun have the Sat Sat face. lol(too chubby). Hahaha. Ok. Digress. Happy 20th Birthday. yah. Bao Bao and whole HRC loves you too!

Stanley
Another one of my buddy. it’s been great to know this guy. Nv fails to talk crap with him oso. But oso cos, the few of us have some late night chats at 201 basketball court. Talking out heart to heart. Haha. Didn’t know that he experienced much until we had a chat. Though now seldom meet up with you guys. But once awhile meet up still shows our friendship is strong. A good singer. I think when he sing can mesmerize gal. lol.. I think lah. haha. might not be the best compare to those full time singer. But best among us. lol.. I wanna a keyboard like the one you have at home or even a better keyboard. haha. I guess you nv use oso liao right. why not donate to me? haha.. Anyway, Happy birthday dude. May your army life be great(hahahah) and may you find your girl girl oso. haha.. Remembered that we always disturb him watching porn and having few GB of porn in his comp..haha..although is play play one, but we all have good laugh each time. haha.. Takecare and stay healthy and happy!!!

Candy Jie
Tang Guo Jie… although you are same age as my elder sis, but you look like a small girl becos of your size. too small liao lah. everyone in HRC can cover you up. haha.. Like I said to Karen, only know you for less than a year, but I everyone in HRC is like a family to me. Though you didn’t earn alot and struggling with your workload and school, Thank you for all the treats you gave me and us when I am poor and no money(of cos now I’m still no money). You treat friends well and I think every one of your friend think they are fortunate to know you. hahah.(no other meaning. Sincered thought.) Dun stress too much and think too much. Though you are cancerian, but oso can be cheerful. I think most of the cancerian I know is FOC and FOS. full of crap and full of shit. haha.. So relax and stay happy. Cheers. I know you like coke, but please cut down the amount you drink!!! It’s scary and not healthy. Drink plain water..!! Takecare and stay happy. Happy Birthday!! Bao Bao and HRC loves you three.

Jia Jia
Alamak. This person. I really dunno how to say. haha. It’s a amazing journey of how I get to know you. haha. Lots to say but dunno start from where. I think I knew you from sec 2 onward. During one of the 2e3 chalet where by I not from 2e3. haha. Or I think is know you at jiangshu’s birthday. Oh well, I can’t remember, old liao.. It’s been great knowing you and haha.. falling for you. What a love trap. To think back, I think I quite waste time lah. haha. Holding for the impossible. Haha. Anyway, now you got your Sweet bf you always wanted le and nv talk to me liao..See lah, Zhong Se Qing You( 重色轻友, not sure if it’s the correct chinese, my chinese deproved!). Thanks for the wonderful memories of your friendship to me. I’m glad that I participate in your ups and downs moment during sec sch and after sec sch. Your ever talk about the cute/handsome guy you know during work or anywhere. lol.. But I guess now, you who oso dun want le bah. Right? Left? Up? Down? haha.. So I wish you and ur bf happy happy and sweet sweet together… Happy 21st Birthday too. Takecare. Smile.. Stay happy and healthy.

Raquel
Lao Po!!!!!!!!! haha.. how fast is time? I think it’s super fast. It’s like I celebrated your bday with you last year at east coast and now, it’s like 1 year ago soon. Woah. Time is very very fast.. And of I still remembered how we start calling each other  ”Lao Gong and Lao Po”. It was end sec 1 year when I first know you at Escape and something in between(not going to explain here) that start off the Lao Gong Lao Po thing.haha And since after, we’ve been calling that way. haha.. This is also very amazing where we still do call each other that after so many years. Let’s count, 2000 to 2008. woah. 8years and counting. haha.. You are a very sweet girl. Hope we do keep in contact although we seldom do it. but, like I say, friendship is in the heart. Happy birthday to you and hope you’ll stay happy always. Stay healthy too. Smile.

Huizi
Aiyo, another challenging one. what to say. Didn’t really contact huizi lah. Anyway, a very quiet girl during secondary school. I still remember the nick name for her, “tweety bird” ? or did I remember it wrongly, anyway, Hope you are doing fine and yup, happy 21st birthday to you. Takecare, smile, stay happy and healthy.

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Ok. So much so for all the greetings and words for everyone. There’s always things that word can’t express. Just wanna let everyone know, every friendship is treasured.

Now, people asked me, what I want for birthday. Cos it’s my 21st. Oh well, I can’t really name any. Even if I name it, I dun think people will get it. Cos all the thing I want is too expensive and I dun want people waste too much money, cos I oso nv really buy present for them. Ok. Dun believe?

Guitar(Thin fret board, which cost around 100+? cos my previous one cost around 100+)
Yamaha DGX-620 Keyboard ($1,377.00)
Digital Camera (no particular choice, as long as it’s good quality, cost 500+ and above?)
Video Camera (no particular choice, cost 1000+)
Mp3 or Mp4 player (200+++)

Ok. Those are what I wanted. But after a careful thought
Guitar - I dun need it urgently, cos I sucks at it. So guitar out.

Keyboard – I have one keyboard. which only have less than 88 keys and not feel of piano. But still can be played. And Yamaha keyboard is so ex, so nobody will get it oso. So Keyboard out.

Digital camera – Although I’ve been wishing for one since 2 years back. But I guess wish dun come true. So digital camera out.

Video Camera – I want it because so I can video down those moments in life. and I can do video editing oso. But it’s too ex. So video camera out.

Mp3 or Mp4 player – my sis getting me iPhone for my bday, so considering whether mp3 or 4 is a waste? But still, I can’t possibly keep using Iphone to listen to music right. It’s afterall a function for phone. so mp3 considering.

Ok. So all these expensive stuff wont get it liao. Hmmm…how about getting wallet? my wallet used for 4year or more le. and it’s like crap. ok. not really crap. still can use. What I afraid is that, I got many groups of friends, later all give me wallet, den I’ve got many wallet -.-’ lol. Ok.. So before buying, please confirm if anyone else getting me a wallet. haha. Ok. I think too much.. Maybe there wont even be a present.

Aiya. make it simple. Big big nice Tee shirts or No need present oso can. but at least dun forget my birthday wish.. haha.. Tat’s why it’s so hard when people ask me wat I want. It’s contradicting, I want but it’s too expensive. So, what’s the point? So might as well dun ask and get anything if anybody is getting something. Haha. Ok. I shall see how’s my popularity. haha..

Anyway, I’ve got one simple wish I want to get this year. it’s very simple yet it seemed hard. haha. Ok.. It’s to get a birthday msg from you. I guess the possiblity is less than 50%. so that’s why it’s hard. Shall see how. But still, you make me happy by talking to me that day. I still feel the happiness in me. But it’s fading. Oh well..

At least one of my wishes came true. and it’s very big present. which is iPhone. haha. I can’t wait man. Thank you Sis!! Love you much much. Hate you much much oso. haha… I shall stop all this blabbering. It’s a pretty long post.. with close to 3000 words counted. Woah. I’m amazed by how much I type. ok. Though most of it is haha and dot dot.. I have limited limited vocabs. Keep using though, although, Anyway. haha.

Cya people, have a good day!