Soul – Part 2

Post Birthday Feelings.

Happy
Touched
Disappointed
Traumatized
Old

These are the few feelings I have. haha. Let’s start from 1st celebration.

H.R.C had our practice on saturday nite instead of usual sunday as all of us have meeting to attend. So of cos I know H.R.C will celebrate for anyone’s birthday. But den, I dunno how they hide the cake and present in the first place. Oh well. They took quite long to light up the candle. were hiding somewhere.. and I just say very loud to ask them to faster, I know what they doing.. haha..
So they came out with a chocolate cake. Sang birthday song to Me and Candy Jie. Candy Jie’s birthday is 1 day before mine. So yup, celebrated for both of us. After which, blow the candle (I forgot did I blow the candle). haha.. Should be got. haha. Den presents presentation. haha. First for me den Candy jie. I tell you, is dope loh. Love H.R.C lots. They bought me 4 Super big big Tee. 1 from adidas, 2 from flmp and 1 I dunno. haha. Nice Nice. I like.. Design nice oso.
I think my hommies will broke soon. this month celebrated 4 hommies’ birthday. haha. Thank you H.R.C family again, for the wonderful simple celebration and the presents

On sunday morning, my Lao Po came to find me and pass me my present. And now she drove. Woah! haha.. Didn’t expect her to prepare a present for me though. A box of chocolate,a candy, a card that she drew it herself and a hug from her.. So Sweet of her. yeah.. It’s been a long time since I last talk to her. Meet up soon yeah k.. miss ya. 

On sunday afternoon, Guys hip hop have to meet up at PS for extra prac, for formation and all. Didn’t celebrate my birthday lah, but I dunno where and when did Rahim bought me a small chocolate mousse cake. The plastic bag says “PokkaFood”. Only now then I know Pokka got food. Anyway, That was so nice of him. Thank Rahim.

On sunday nite, my Mama cooked some food, and brought chilli crab back for celebration. She ask me to invite my friend to come, but I think, too last min le, who can come. So I didn’t ask many. Didn’t ask TPDE people, cos I think it’s late at nite, they wont come oso plus got school next day. But when I told Kaiwen and Sam on monday, they say they will come loh. Hmm.. too bad bah… Only ask my buddies. But only 2 came. But nvm, it’s very good le, consider so last min and celebrated late in midnight. which means 21st July. haha.. First time my mama ask me want to celebrate and ask my friend come or not. of all my 21st year. I only remembered she held a celebration for me during kindergarten and then after no more. At least that’s what my memory says. Thanx Ray and Dan who came down despite so late and Dan not feeling good.
Love my family. Although we dun usually celebrate, but this year make me felt loved more. Thank you Mummy. I remembered when I was in primary 6, I randomly said 妈咪, 我爱你, 你爱我吗? (Mummy, I love you, do you love me?) I think I say it to practice next time if got a girl I like, I’ll dare to say. So I say it to my mummy. So one day, I can like repeat the sentences for many times a day, till my mum, from answering a simple “yes” to “hannah hannah! ai la ai la”. Lol. Make her irritated by saying too many time. hahaha..So I’ve decided to msg my mummy on my birthday.
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And here’s what I msged her
妈咪, 生日快乐. 我的生日就是你的.
对不起, 我今天不能在家庆祝.
我知道我不是很乖, 但是愿你每天开心!
妈咪, 我爱你, 你爱我吗? 哈哈!
(Direct translated)
Mummy, happy birthday, My birthday is yours too.
I’m sorry, I couldn’t celebrate today at home
I know I’m not a very good son, but hope you’ll happy everyday!
Mummy, I love you, do you love me? haha

And this is what she replied
俊玮! 妈咪爱你比爱自己更多!
希望你生日快乐! 天天快乐!
虽然你是大人了, 不过在妈咪眼里你还是孩子
(Direct translated)
Junwei, mummy love you more than loving myself
hope you have a happy birthday, happy everyday.
although you are an adult now, but in mummy’s eyes you are still a child.
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haha. Ok. I think the msg abit mushy. haha.. Hair stands. haha.. Ok let’s moved on to Monday.
Can’t imagine on my birthday I still need to come for SIP. argh. on my 18th birthday, I too had attachment. On my 21st birthday, I’m having SIP oso. -.-’ oh well. Just my luck.
So after SIP, went to Auditorium for stage run. Like on my birthday I still cannot rest. haha. but I enjoy dancing on my birthday. I’ll skip the mark stage part. I saw many people writing. I think and i know it’s for my birthday.. Ok. Jump to debrief.. Rahim was having moodswing. so he started by sayin everyone dun have sense of urgency. Now the time to mark stage, can full out dun want full out and try the stage. (In my mind, I was thinking, oh shit. I oso some item nv fullout. Will he say me). So he start saying LerMeiqi. Den Timonty, saying him very lazy. blah blah.. Then Teng teng Teng Teng~~~ he looked at me and scolded me..
this is roughly what he said, can’t remember the words. “And Junwei, you are very very complacent. Never do your steps out, only do your steps out for your solo. That’s is why I see you from concert until now, you never grow. You very complacent.” Then he paused for awhile. I was like, OMGWTF.. Den I feel so sad lah.. almost tear. Then Rahim continued: “All this scolding is fake, I just wanna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!”
This time, I was really, OMGWTFBBQ#$^%$% !!!!!!! Then the rest starts singing happy birthday song for me.
Woah lao eh!!!! Make my heart pumped so damn freaking fast and hard lah. Till now, I still abit traumatize by the words. Heart attack man.. So after the Birthday song. The debrief continued seriously for around 3mins. Then guys Hip Hop had to stay back to continue the formation. Then I was like, Ok.. Den I heard they say all item stay for 1 hr, got something later. Then I know they gonna bring the cake for me 1 hr later. haha.. So we were practicing “Can we chill choreo” outside audition. Practiced few times, but without anything new. So I tot, where’s the new formation and all. So by the time, I saw a bunch of people walking toward me. Bringing Pizza and Cakes. Nicole brought Party Hat and Party Mask and put it on me. and a very big Cardboard with all the wishes, with 1 candle each on 2 pizza, and 2 candles of shape 21.. And they sang the Birthday song again. haha.. I was overwhelmed and dunno what to say. Abit lost at the time. So I didnt make a wish before I blow the candle. Make a few wishes after I blew. haha.. Actually I quite rush thru all my wishes for each celebration. Oh well, nvm.. Shall not elaborate anymore. Dunno how to say it oso. And RAHIM gave me a birthday kiss on my BAO cheek.. OMG!!! lol.. when I’m sweating. Dunno should I hate him for the “scolding” or should I love him. lol.. (Psst, I’m not gay k.. haha). He attacked me!!! muahaha
Anyway, hope everyone had fun eating pizza the cakes and all. Though not I prepare one. Love TPDE max.

If I could list everyone, sorry if I forgot some.
Thank you to those who wished me via SMS.
Joey.TPDE
Josh.HRC
Joycelyn.TPDE
Karen.HRC
Frankie.TPDE
Darren
Jean.TPDE
Jesline
Candy.HRC
Ah Lee.TPDE
Jiajia (Buddy)
Stanley (Buddy)
Wan Ting.TPDE
Hui Ting.f701
Bee yean.f701
Melvin.HRC
Li Ting (cousin)
Cui Ting (buddy)
Eling
Raquel (Lao Po)
Yun Ru
Tze Choong.f701
Suria.TPDE
Sam Lee.TPDE
Andy.TPDE
Ah Foong.TPDE
Yvonne (Dearest)

Thank to those who wished me via MSN
Darren
LerMeiQi.TPDE
Melissa.TPDE
Sam Lee.TPDE
Kaiwen.TPDE
Jun Ji.TPDE
Iris.TPDE
Yihui
Karen
Ah Foong
Zi Ying
Si hua
Nelson.TPDE
Sqikin
Koksheng
Azie
Idah
John
Catherine

Thank you to who wrote me wishes. I couldn’t name all, but, All of the above TPDE people wrote for me I guessed. Thank you to those who wished me. Some I didn’t really know. Like people from TPDE junior Thank you very much. And Thank you Joycelyn for putting effort doing the cardboard and those who helped her too. I dunno who. People like Joycelyn’s friend, whom I don’t know. Thank you all.. Love ya’all. And of cos, what a gd idea from Andreas and Kaiwen to ask Rahim scold me. haha.. Can’t believe it. Andreas told me bout his UAN, people plan with the boss, ask the boss to scold him den when he cry, they bring cake. Andreas told me before, and I nv tot about it.. Thanks ah!! haha.

All in all, I enjoyed my 21st birthday. From the very first celebration to the very last. I had 3 big cakes, 1 small cake, 4 birthday songs, and the most number of time I had to blow candles.. Definately had a wonderful birthday celebration. TPDE gave me a wonderful and unforgetable 21st birthday. Thanks to Rahim!! ~Lame

As mentioned in Soul – Part One. Another story that I read from Low Kay Hwa. Wont eleborate. It’s bout a mother and her children. Read it yourself. It’s nice.

http://www.goodybooks.com/books_j.htm
Why disappointed? Cos I’m hoping you will at least send me a msg to wish me. But not, not even a belated msg. This year quite alot of unexpected people wished me.
Till I got the picture, then I post up.
Tired. Gone..