Sometimes I just feel like scolding vulgarities.
I’m just too tired..
but still, I try not to show that Im tired.
really… all drained out.. -100 energy.

sometimes I just wished that there is somebody
somebody for me to lean on the shoulder
complain how tired I am,
how stress I am
how F*** Up I feel.
just somebody, to get comfort with.
but I only have myself and daimoku.
but with daimoku, without action
it’s equal making milo only add the powder but no hot water.
not reaction will take place.
nothing will happen except for the powder that stays there.

(shout) Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay. not feeling any better.
gone.bye.jiayou