Memory Lane

PS: Do not read if you gonna deem this post as Emo. It is not emo-ing.

On 30th Nov saturday
morning dance trg with Rahim. I think now I can’t catch rahim’s style. lol. But ok.. the choreo quite nice still. Then after went to have lunch with some pple at BK. slacked.. went back oschool, find some of SYDC hommies, went BK again den back for recital trg at 6.30pm.

After recital prac which ends around 10plus. Supposingly to take mrt with some of the people. But I said I want to buy drink. So I went off alone. Trying to find some store in Raffles city shopping mall but all shop closed. So I walked along Citylink, as I walked, I walked further to the 7eleven. Bought drinks from there. End up I walked to suntec as I have no money to take MRT anyway, and to the bus stop outside Convention Hall.

I look thru the bus number signboard, there was no bus direct back to my house. But there is a bus no. 162M. This bus - meaning a route to your previous home @ bishan. So I thought, if the bus come in awhile, I’ll take the bus, transfer to bus 88 and take a long ride home. Right after I looked at the signboard, looked out for bus, the bus 162M came. Don’t know is it fated or what.

So I took the bus. The route the bus took to reach your house is all that familiar, it reminds me of of many things. The places that we once shopped together, the bus-stop that we usually waited for bus 162M. Seeing couples boarding the bus, reminds me of us. As the bus is near your house area, I saw bus 88 past by. Which mean I missed my last bus. -.-’

Still, I alighted at the stop opposite Bishan North Shopping Mall, where we would usually alight. Walked crossed the traffic light, den withdraw some cash for cabbing. But after I withdraw, I didn’t take cab straight away. I dunno why. My feet just keep bring me walking. Maybe something keep telling me, since I’m there already, why not walk a memory lane?!

Crossed the traffic and climbed the stairs that leads to your block. The traffic and stairs which reminds me of helping you to take photo for your “light and shadow” assignment. Past by the seat under a block, where I once waited 3-4hours for you, and I even fell asleep at the place. Then walked alittle more and reached your block.

Under your block, the seats where we used to sit is still there and I took a photo.

the view I see

I guess you don’t even remember what is “the view I see”. It is a drawing by you on a piece of foolscap paper when we sat at the seats during one of the nite I sent you home (it was drawn before we became an item.) Stated on the piece of drawing - 1.00am but no date written. To think of it, it was like 2 years plus ago. woah.. time flies. not gonna post the drawing up. lazy..

I walked to the back of your block, looked up to see the window of your room. But I guess I didnt manage to grab a view of it. I continued my journey from your block. The path we walked from your house to Junction 8. Many events appeared in my mind.

Path along Catholic High School, now it is being sheltered from the school to the bus stop. I remember the last time I walked the path with you, the shelter just started constructing. Oh well, but of cos it was 2 years back then. The song “編號89757″ by JJ Lin came to mind while walking along the path. Memories of you sing to the song and doing “dance steps” according to the lyrics make me smile.

Then the traffic lights to Junction 8. Wonder if you do remember, we once squatted down halfway off the traffic light and looked upon the sky for Moon/Stars. I could still remember the smile of yours. Beautiful and mesmerizing.

I walked further down and away from Junction 8 so the cab fare would be lesser. I was walking down the road alone thinking of the sweet memories I had then I noticed a couple from a distance but I can feel that they are quarrelling. And when I walked past, true enough, they are quarreling. In my heart I was like saying to the couple: “如果彼此愛著對方, 就不要為一點小事而吵. 不要等到失去後才後悔” haha.. Dramatic.. And I think I have dejavu of the scene above and my mind was saying something like the one above.. Strange enough huh.

Den I flagged a cab and told the uncle, my address. Surprisingly he asked me, which part. Then I told him near TPJC. and he say oh say st34 la. I tot he lives somewhere near as he knows my area well, but he lives at woodland. This goes to show he got good memories, and that he fetched alot of passenger that lives at my area. I felt that it seems like he had once fetched me from bishan 2years back.

So yup, I wanted to save money on MRT, end up spending more on cab and reached home around 1am. $17+ for a trip to “Memory lane.” It was rather nice feeling though, to walked alone the path once walked by 2person after 2years. Many things have changed in that area. your block signboard changed color to blue, the field opposite the estate builded some sort of leisure park.

I wondered if you did walk the path again? Guess not.
A beautiful memory I’ll keep.

Each time on msn, all I could do when you are online is, typed a msg but never sent to you. Or jus by keep looking at your nick and trying to guess wat it means.
Some nite before I sleep, I wanted to send a good nite msg to you, but I didn’t know what to send or I’ll just type and not send it, delete it.
I dun feel I love you the way I used to be, but I missed you girl.

Backstreet Boys – I Still

Who are you now
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow

What do you do
At this very moment
When I think of you

And when I’m looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that

No matter how I fight it, can’t deny it
Just can’t let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything’s been said and done
I still feel you like I’m right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
Yeah, I’m stuck in a moment
That wasn’t meant to last (to last)

I’ve tried to fight it, can’t deny it
You don’t even know that

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything’s been said and done
I still feel you like I’m right beside you
But still no word from you

No, no
I wish I could find you
Just like you found me, then I
Would never let you go

(need you, care about you)
Though everything’s been said and done, yeah
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I’m right beside you (like I’m right here beside you)

But still no word from you

100th Post

UPDATED – 28th Nov 2008

So fast that I have blogged 100 Posts in wordpress since start of this year.
Meaning 2008 is ending very soon. That very very fast.

Let’s talk about today’s MP Judging… and D*** A**, I was late for like around 5min for the judging and was sort of being ”reprimanded” by the judging lecturer.  Blame myself for late. I know I shouldn’t be late. But who knows he will be early. 

“Do you know today is your judging? why don’t you come early to prepare?”
Of cos I know. But I only got to know about judging after I asked my supervisor if we have judging? We didn’t even receive any email regarding bout the judging. Even though we ask our supervisor, he emailed us, we didn’t even receive any information. Lucky we saw him at the lab, if not I think we don’t even know when and what time. So if we didn’t knew there’s judging, den never go, is it our fault or the fault of the school?

I think the school or should I say between lecturers there’s miscommunication. My supervisor said one of our member is different presentation time, but the judge said should be same. And he asked if there is anything we can demo to him about our training for MP. -.-’ Supervisor say no need demo, den the judge want to see. So is there miscomm? or my supervisor just heck care?

The judge told my supervisor, one already late, den one nv come. And worst is, the judge ask me one question on what is “NDISwrapper.” Then I dunno how to answer. Siao liao lah.. Den my fren answer. I nv touch on that topic. Is just all the topics we learnt individually and den put into one ppt slide.

After everything, the judging lecturer say, is not about how good the end result is, is the attitude. Obviously talking about me being late. Woah lao, want see good attitude say lah. den I dun have to do the MP report and note down all those things we have done during MP till like 5am (which end up the judge didnt even ask for the MP report. ANGRY!!!) Then couldn’t wake up on time. 
Shit man. I think my MP grades ain’t gonna be any good one. Pray hard..

Sometimes I think, it’s really unfair. Like pple who is high authority then you can be late or what. but you cant be late. Then those high authority late no need apology (okay, maybe some will). Oh well, this is life isn’t it?Okay, I will not be late.. But please, the school system needs to be revise. One lecturer say this, the other say this.

I really think the MP/SIP period is waste of my half a year although I had learnt stuff.. Said represent school for WSS competition, end up I never get to go. Den still have to do the training. And I think I got the Anxiety Attack (I still have the lost feelings at times now) from staying in the small room for too long. 830-530 everyday in that room which is not any bigger than my bedroom for 6months. It’s like hell. and it’s usually super quite as there is only 3 person in the room. -.-’ I think I got abit of Claustrophobia from this MP/SIP too. OK. Enough of saying. Talk bout something else.

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I think I should really focus on my studies now. Super jia lat. I dunno what am I studying now after 6 weeks of school. and Projects is coming up. and it’s not gonna be easy. Jia You junwei. I can pull my grades up!!! in any case other den the MP grading. -.-’

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Oschool Recital in like 10days. I’m quite excited about it. I think cos there’s something or should I said someone makes me much more excited about the nearing of recital. haha.. I hope I’ll at least get to see her before/after the performance. Best is able to talk to her. Oh man.. I think in my dreams.. hahaha.. Ok..now the feeling is not that I want her back. I have lost the feeling of wanting her back in my life. It’s a feeling that I want to know her once again, like we just knew each other and started being fren.

I wonder how is she and her bf now. Friendster shoutout seemed like something happened between the two of them plus the status of single. Hmm.. maybethey are ok.. oh well.. why do I seemed like I still hoping for a chance. -.-’ 

Anyway, saw her msn personal msg, I think is about going either Turkey or one other place. and then display name is asking beard papa whether he will missed them. Wanted to talk to her, but yet and again, I dun have the courage to talk to her and ask bout the nick. Got a feeling that she’s gonna be gone from sg for quite sometime. mayb years. Oh man. if that’s the case, I think I will………..

Oh yah, I knew she going to watch recital cos she came to ask me whether my nick is about her. lol.. it’s actually JJ Lin’s song lyrics. but wow, i’m glad that she come and ask. the nick not totally bout her I guess. partly cos i think is nice.

do you still read my blog? I think yes.

我還想她

淚水將我淹沒  到底誰該難過
究竟是誰放掉  這段感情
我才終于明白 辦不到的承諾
就成了枷鎖 現實中 幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴 她 我 不愛他
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎
橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴 她 我 還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口
就讓沉默 代替所有回答

我才終于明白 辦不到的承諾
就成了枷鎖 現實中 幸福永遠缺貨

請告訴 她 我 不愛他
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎
橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴 她 我 還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口
就讓沉默 代替所有回答

我不愛 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心話 言不由衷

請告訴 她 我 不愛他
笑著難過 自我懲罰
想終止這一切掙扎
橫了心 說真心謊話

別告訴 她 我 還想她
恨總比愛容易放下
當淚水堵住了胸口
就讓沉默 代替所有回答

別告訴她 我還想她
就讓沉默 代替所有回答

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I want my hair back!!!
Why I so stupid go cut until so short and some more so ugly. -.-’
Sianed.. hope it will still have the nice shape back. I wonder how long it takes for the nice shape to come back. guess it would be back soon as next year would be NS already. Argh… Stupid…

 

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Card for FTL

Locker

FUNK YOU

Don't think... FeeeLLL!

It's not hallmark, it's lockmark

Laugh One Laugh

Drawing credit: Estee?!

 

Card for Comm-based performance

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Finally a hectic week of 3 quizzes ended. Have been staying till like 4plus 5plus am recently for reports and quiz. I think I become China’s Treasure – Panda already. Not having enough slp makes me can’t focus on anything. Term Test is in 2 weeks time. Gosh. I better start studying now. Projects coming up. It will definitely be more stressed. Argh.. Jia you bah.  11 weeks more to graduation (excluding term break/study week). Which means, 55days more and I’ll be free and think of my plan after NS. Should start planning long ago..

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Jay chou medley

This 4 songs. Beautifully written.
Some simliarity in the songs either in tune or lyrics.
but of cos, it’s Jay chou and Vincent Fang(方文山) works.

Will compare other song in other post. Enjoy.

我不配

這街上太擁擠 太多人有秘密 玻璃上有霧气誰被隱藏起過去 /  妳臉上的情緒
在還原那場雨 這巷弄太過彎曲走不回故事裡 /  這日子不再綠 又班駁了幾句
剩下般空回憶的我在大房子里 /  電影院的座椅 隔遙遠的距离 感情沒有對手
戲妳跟自己下棋 /  還來不及 仔仔細細 寫下妳的關于 描述我如何愛妳 妳卻
微笑的离我而去 /  這感覺已經不對 我努力 在挽回 一些些應 該体貼的感覺
我沒給 妳嘟嘴 許的愿望很卑微 在妥協 是我忽略 妳不過要人陪 /  這感覺
已經不對 我最后才了解 一頁頁 不忍翻閱 的情節 妳好累 妳默背 為我掉過
几次淚 多憔悴 而我心碎 妳受罪 妳的美 我不配

給我一首歌的時間

雨淋濕了天空 毀得很講究 妳說妳不懂 為何在這時牽手 /  我晒干了沉默 悔
得很沖動 就算這是做錯 也只是怕錯過 /  在一起叫夢 分開了叫痛 是不是說
沒有做完的夢最痛 迷路的後果 我能承受 這最后的出口在愛過了才有 /  能
不能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的怀里妳不用害怕失眠 哦
如果妳想忘記我也能失憶 /  能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事听到最后才說再
見 妳送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨天 哦 越過妳劃的線我定了勇氣 的終點 /  雨淋
濕了天空 毀得很講究 妳說妳不懂 我為何在這時牽手 /  我晒干了沉默 悔得
很沖動 就算這是做錯 也只是怕錯過 /  在一起叫夢 分開了叫痛 是不是說
沒有做完的夢最痛 迷路的後果 我能承受 這最后的出口在愛過了才有 /  能不
能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的怀里妳不用害怕失眠 哦
如果妳想忘記我也能失憶 /  能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事听到最后才說再
見 妳送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨天 哦 越過妳劃的線我定了勇氣 的終點 /  哦妳
說我不該不該 不該在這時候說了我愛妳 要怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力气 哦請告
訴我 暫停算不算放棄 我只有一天的回憶 /  能不能給我一首歌的時間 緊緊的
把那擁抱變成永遠 在我的怀里妳不用害怕失眠 哦 如果妳想忘記我也能失憶 /
 能不能給我一首歌的時間 把故事听到最后才說再見 妳送我的眼淚 讓它留在雨
天 哦 越過妳劃的線我定了勇氣 的終點 /  妳說過我不該不該 不該在這時說了
愛妳 要怎麼證明我沒有力气 告訴我暫停卻算不算放棄 妳說我不該不該 不該在
這時才說愛妳 要怎麼證明我沒有力气 我只有一天回憶
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最長的電影

我們的開始 是很長的電影 放映了三年 我票都還留著 冰上的芭蕾 腦海中還在
旋轉 望著妳 慢慢忘記妳 / 朦朧的時間 我們溜了多遠 冰刀划的圈 圈起了
誰改變 如果再重來 會不會稍嫌狼狽 愛是不是不開口才珍貴 / 再給我兩分鐘
讓我把記憶結成冰 別融化了眼淚 妳妝都花了要我怎么記得 / 記得妳叫我忘
了吧 記得妳叫我忘了吧 妳說你會哭 不是因為在乎

說好的幸福呢

妳的回話凌亂著 在這個時刻 我想起噴泉旁的白鴿 甜蜜散落了 / 情緒莫名的
拉扯 我還愛妳呢 而妳斷斷續續唱著歌 假裝沒事了 / 時間過了 走了 愛情
面臨選擇 妳冷了 倦了 我哭了 離開時的不快樂 妳用卡片手寫著 有些愛只
給到這真的痛了 / 怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢 我懂了 不說了 愛淡了
夢遠了 開心與不開心一一細數著 妳再不捨 那些愛過的感覺都太深刻 我都
還記得 / 妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢 我錯了　淚乾了 放手了 後悔了 只是
回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢 / 怎麼了 妳累了 說好的 幸福呢 我懂
了 不說了 愛淡了 夢遠了我都還記得 / 妳不等了 說好的 幸福呢 我錯了
淚乾了 放手了 後悔了 只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著 要怎麼停呢

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Jay Chou new song

Many people thinks I’m a emo person. lol.
Ok. what I type in blog is a feeling, but doesnt mean is a sad feeling.
it’s just 感性. not 伤感.
Mayb I type till quite sad feeling. haha.. Oh well.. haha..
Poet mah..haha..

Jay Chou new song is nice. I like. Album not release yet, already got people upload. Got traitor in his company. lol. leak his song out. But I like this song. The lyrics plus the song is so sad feeling. haha. Ok. I’m picturing the scene in my mind again. I think if I got video cam, I will do alot of video out. haha..

你的绘画凌乱著
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱著歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写著
有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数著你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得

你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转著
要怎么停呢

Each time hearing his song, it’s reminds me of my ex gf. lol.. OKOK!!!! this is not emo hor. this is just talking about it. Oh well.. nv bothers her now oso. If she wants, she will come talk to me bout her problems and all. I think I will not go ask her on msn. Even though I saw her nick is not that happy. I wanted to start a convo with her. but. Oh well.. see how lah.. hahaha.. REMEMBER people. I AM NOT A EMO PERSON. my best buddies will know how lame and crap I can be. Emo to me is only for the Struck of a moment. lol… I do write lyrics Yo!! too much feelings of sadness in my words mayb. haha.. aiya. whatever.. You will know I can be super lame. Oh. mayb I not that lame liao. Old le.. not that lame/funny le.. haha.

And today, or I mean yesterday locking extra prac from 1pm till 10pm. How dope can it be.. Ok. I didnt dance much. But I feel super super tired.. Dunno what else can me and jj the Lockin’ Papa help our “Lockin’ Daughters” to improve. haha.. ok.. this Lockin’ Papa/Papa-ya and thing started very lame. Ok. I think I not enough slp. so recently alot of crappy things I said. haha..
But today I think all of us super high during nite time. Keep laughing. hahaha.. Like see them dance 1 by 1 we keep laugh. I think I’m the one who keep laughing.. hahaha.. Ok… happy happy day.. I think everyone over-tired le.. Good good. at least there’s enjoyment in dance even though we tired.

For Lockin’ Jasmine – who blog in chinese and thought Singaporean dunno chinese.
我就学妳用华文来写部落格
哈哈!!!  我的华文是有一点烂
但是是因为太久没用华语来写字了
哈哈!!!  真奇怪用华语写部落格
好像台湾人的感觉
加油捷敏
妳的名应该对吧! 哈哈!!!
不要生气啦!!! 哈哈!!!
跳舞要开心要享受.
就写到这儿 不懂要讲什么了
笑一笑.

Aiyo. I think my sentence structure for chinese very english. Jia lat. need to learn chinese again.

For Lockin’ Estee – who always self high and dun live in the same world as us.
If you get to read this. den Hahahahahha….. work hard yo. “you know what time is it right now right here yo!”. haha..  can’t believe that still got people don’t use msn and all. But I got to believe, cos you dun use it. hahahaha.. Keep up the enjoyment you have for locking or for any other dance. “laugh one laugh”(direct translate from chinese).

For Lockin’ Liting – who look like doing modern and whacking while it’s lockin’
haha.. thanks for your comments for previous post. 噢! 忘了还有捷敏, 谢谢妳的评语. haha..surprised to see the comments.  Go HK remember to buy present for me. haha.. just kidding.. just for laugh..haha..Practice hard in HK. prac before slp, after wake. haha. like you need to brush your teeth like that. haha.. Jia you and Jia you. Come back and show me that you improve. Cos breathe overseas air, different feeling. haha.. dun choke can liao. “laugh one laugh” too!!

For Lockin’ Fion – who always look like you dunno what you want to do next, not only dance
aiyo ah.. please tell your mum the truth. not good to hide yo.. Just tell her, i believe she will understand de. Work hard for everything. not only for lockin’, hiphop oso. I’m sure you can do better den what you are doing now. Be confident yo!!!!! I’m gonna make you dance alone for TPDE if you dun work hard. haha.. believe that you can do it, and you definitely can.. Enjoy dancing oso. Dun stress. “laugh one laugh” too too!!

For Lockin’ Flo – who don’t want to full out everytime but when really full, is boom!!
if you get to read this, den hahahaha also.. Can see that you got practice during your working days at f1. haha. Not bad not bad.. got the potential to do better. But try to enjoy dancing yeah!! you look like you don’t. haha.. not only for lockin’ I mean. Ok.. maybe everyone dance too many times den the feel no more.. plus too tired.. nvm.. performances must enjoy can le.. And try to do full everytime yah. at least 90%. Den you can see where to improve. I’m sure there’s room for improvement. “laugh one laugh” too too too!!

For Lockin’ Lavone – who look very fierce when doing lockin’
haha.. if you get to read, den oso hahahaha.. among all, you got the strength, but please, dun so fierce when dancing. haha. Maybe hh1 too much, den you dance must “Sat Sat” feel. den lockin’ become very fierce feeling. haha.. Jia you. work harder. I know you dun want lockin’, but thanks for the effort in learning and everything. And stop injuring yourself. Dun jump unnecessarily. later sprain here and there cannot dance ah.. Thanks for doing the card. very nice of you, to you don’t seemed like that type of girls who will do all this. “laugh one laugh” too too too too!!

 

ok. I think I got nothing much to blog. so write all this. haha. mayb in personal I dunno how to tell them bah. so blog in down. whether they read it or not, it’s ok. Thank you my Lockin’ Girls/Daughters. I appreciate the Cards and all.  Thank you all. I’ve learnt things from you all too.. and yeah… Nice to get to know all of you. ok. 6 of you. still got lots of juniors I dunno. haha.. I’m tired.. gone.. seeya… bye..

 

I guess so

Actually, I think I’ve already moved on.. I think it’s not the love that I’m holding on. I dunno what am I holding on. But den, ya, now, I care for you is as a friend. someone who I truely care,concern and treasure.

I’m ok if we wont be together again. I think i’m slowly letting go.
Though it break me apart when you tell me no point holding on, cos you dun love me anymore.
It break me for a moment. But den, the pain wasnt that strong already.
Maybe I immune to it already mayb I dun feel it’s love that make me hold on.
I know, you dun love me anymore
just take it as it’s a new One-Sided love from me, rather then it’s me holding on to the past?
Like, I just got to know you recently and den I fall for you but you got before. A new love!?
You seemed like a stranger to me already, Cos we havent been contacting alot or haven’t meet up at least once.
Maybe it’s that reason, so if we get close again, you will feel for me again. LOL. ok. I’m thinking too much.
Nah.. let fate decide.

I truely care for you, from a friend point of concern and care. Really.
We might not be together again but still, I do care for you.
I will set prayers for you when I chant.
For your wisdom, courage, happiness and good fortune.
I will not chant for you to return to me. Cos it’s not right to set prayers like this.
Gohonzon will plan my path, and your path.
Maybe we our path will cross some day, again
But, I’m not pinning too much.
Like I said, everything will be planned.

We are better off this way now, I feel.
That you still tok to me and all.
and you still think I’m nice.
That’s enough.
There’s nothing else I could asked for.
But can I still miss you?
it’s normal to miss someone right.
Even to miss your friend.
Friend stays longer den couple.
I think i’ve moved on.
really
But what’s the future.
When the time come we will know.
Come What May
Smile always. Pray that you will stay happy. Takecare my girl, my sweetheart.

My sis keep playing this song. Now, I like this song liao. lol.

蕭敬騰-原諒我

請不要分了以後　還記得親吻過的承諾
妳的永久　已不屬於我
默默低頭　那時我很多　話哽在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂不是我 愛太多想太多
我能感受　他比我適合
愛放了手　我偽裝冷漠　比妳先說分手

請原諒我　原諒我不成熟
不愛妳是藉口　好讓妳離開我

請原諒我　好想自私將妳佔有
妳的寂寞就給我承受
換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過
親吻過妳的脆弱
其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我　必須假裝愛錯
別讓時間倒流　我怕說不出口

原諒我　沒有解釋太多　心痛
別無所求　徹底忘了我
愛原來要捨得

我難過　我才懂
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Taiwan’s pre-order is Jay chou Rubix Cube.
Wonder if singapore is Rubix Cube also
Dun tell me is Poster again. -.-’
Anyone want buy for me? haha.

Jay Chou new album – 魔杰座(Capricorn)
Jay Chou - 稻香

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什么人要这么的脆弱 堕落

请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要这麼容易就想放弃
就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色
先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机
现在终於飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐
赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了
谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了

哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡
随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑
乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好